Bone and skin all draped by the Truth!

How do I wonder almost all the time
What is the truth and where is the truth. Perhaps this is a question we all need an answer for.
I am swinging from lies to the truth, respect to rudeness, love to the lust, needs to the wants and greed, innocence to the evil, friendships to acquaintance, all of that, through almost everyday makes me wonder how in such a world of so many things, so many emotions and so many fears and expectations I can live to finding the truth of all that.  And the strongest belief that I have on God to help me out will eventually turn out to be truth?
Everything of this sounds little prosaic to read but if you ask the question to yourself I am certain you will be as baffled as I am with the whole craziness that it is.
I might almost all the time just wanted to escape from the bad part of it or even from the glitter of it as well, but in life there is no escape, not at all you can run away and come back to be a part of the social nest.
So I decide too not to escape but to be a part of this longest play where I get to play my part and everybody else to play theirs which nobody else can fill in to. It's like being in a film which you can't watch later but go back to the moments of great importance though the journey of your mind, if that allows you to do that just in case, as you know this is a crazy world.....

A lot more to say I have a lot more to find and it's all going along the way.