O Sailor

Sailor ! sailor!
In the ocean of this world
I sail my boat to unknown waters.
made my boat with faith
Grabbed the oar with trust
made of fine blades.
Row I row in this ocean
World as big as to store many oceans,
and I row along the tides.
At the shore while standing alone.
I wondered about the mighty sea.
I heard the thunder
I didn't know where I might just be.
Far away across the sea
is the treasure buried
is what the wind had whispered.
My greed ever was the light
perhaps shining across this mighty sea.
My dream is the green land
Which locates too somewhere there.
To find my treasure I must row
I must row until I cross the sea.
Tide by tide floating along the waves.
Among the sharkes, whales, pirates and mermaids.
Sailor ! sailor!
In the ocean of this world
I sail my boat to unknown waters.
never seen the ocean except on tv
so let go the fishes :)

~never been a sailor

Love never dies

Love never dies even if its forgotten
Crushed or ceased within.
Love was there in the past,
Love is now in present
And love will be there in every time.
At times we choose to play blindfold,
For more practical matters of life.
Sometimes devil hits the bulls eye
and we can't see what is real and the truth.
Later we realize
What it was all about?
And truth says love was it all about.
Love never dies
Even in separation of the moments or the whole lifetime.
Love that travels from mother's arms to father's advice.
Brothers and sisters' friends and family.
Morals and country
and sweetheart's deep eyes.
Love never dies but the moments do,
Moments pass from time to time.
In this sweet by and by,
Sometimes we live for things and love just remains in few wondering eyes.
But it's never gone forever,
Because love never dies.
If it's not now it will be there.
All I can feel deep in my heart,
What leaves us empty is not money,
Neither it's any other virtue of life,
But missing love and a broken heart.
If love is there,
It will bring along all other noble virtues of life.
So you only remember,
Love never dies.

I wish it to be true

I wish it to be true.
I wish the mankind was kind enough to each men and women.
I wish the earth does stay green and young as it was forever.
I wish the world was one and we were it's  only citizen.
I wish greed wasn't the driving force but it to be the truth.
I wish love wasn't a game but was natural as it occurs.
I wish the differences were not so real, when the common goal is peace and happiness and no betrayal.
I wish we can choose the good against the bad and I wish we can see both sides of the good and the bad.
I wish we didn't have to live for only bread and butter but for the passion and for it's common lovers.
I wish there was balance between growth and the nature.
And I wish we cared as much as we love our nature.
I wish to be a traveler,
I wish to be a lover.
I wish to be wise, thoughtful and a doer,
I wish that and I wish my heart to not be insane ever.
I wish this journey that is life to find me the light.
The light that ignites the best of me.
The light of God that shines on me.
I wish to live and to see the rest living a beautiful life for the love, for peace and for wisdom.
I wish it to be true.

Longings of my heart

I hide a lot of love away in my heart

to respond to the pain that tries it to break,

and I try to protect it with all my strength 

Never to let it break.

Even when I am lowest I hope to get the strength

to protect my heart.

I try hard to protect my heart 

but often it fears to break,

what I see is often what I feel

But what I feel in completeness is

what I see and what I imagine to see.

This complexity is caused by none but you and me.

The world is you and I is me.

Over the passage of time,

which passed with smiles and rants

mostly with twinges and pangs.

The way I feel, is hard to explain.

A heartache, belongs not only to me

Ask your heart sometime,

It's more about the world than you and me.

How a bird is caged and an animal slaughtered

how a flower wilts and a tree is withered.

Society,that makes no sense

that doesn't know to spare a moment of truth and love.

Why it is that often lingers in the middle

Goes not so  far, never comes too close.

I wonder, why there is always a chase.

Morals are only preached, values only told.

So why it can not be true that we educate ourselves

a little love and hope, dreams and longings, love and peace.

Smiles and happiness to spread equally and for all.

I dream and hope that all search within and find this dream,

to be true, to live forever.

Stairway of love

In the lonely hours
I ponder over you
I ponder over the time
I would be with you.
Looking into your eyes
telling you about, dreams of my life
and together planning to shape our dreams to come true.
I feel only love that can bring out the ocean of emotions
inside me that's been accumulating odd streams and
that has been stagnant ever.
Only love can get that ocean, burst out through my eyes, for once and for all.
To bring solace to my heart.
And I can be free from
the demons of my tarnished soul.
For never I wish to become an attorney of the devil
Neither I proclaim to be one among the angels.
I just want to be
a good hearted man.
Who loves you forever.
And fights against all the odds
to see your beautiful smile.
To be sane to be loved,
to be a good man all I
want is your love my sweetheart.
I might not promise you to bring the stars but I will provide you with every ounce of love held inside my heart.
For I put all my faith in the fact
Love is the only priceless thing in life you can ever get and ever give.
So I say this to you my sweetheart
I love you.
I love you from the bottom of my heart.

GREEN PASTURE

Across the green pasture, I hear,
that tinkling sound,
that I hear coming from far.
With the rhythmic sound, it starts
Buzzing on my mind
a folklore and a beautiful song.

While turning up pages through pages
I go through the history.
Stories of a few old noble souls
Ah difficult were those days
But not in entirenity I suppose.

Perchance, there were no luxuries like today.
But I am sure those did find a way for their indulgence too.
But that certainly not at the cost of nature.

For, what I see today certainly breaks my heart.
More then that of an old lover
as the fable goes by
Who dig the mountain to get to his love.

Ironically,  we are digging mountains too stupidly and noticeably as an act of playing with nature.
Sometimes to find gold sometimes to make a way.

Although, I feel at peace
Listening to that imaginary tinkling sound
coming from across the green pasture I saw on my way.
I feel more at ease,
when I can imagine a better world and few more noble souls.
Not in the books but around.

Why can't we, at once
Live like the primitive way of lives.
To know another way of life too.
That I propose will turn to be a school of humanity and the alliance between the men and nature.
For, luxuries will vanish one day
But your glory as human shall remain.

As I only can attempt to voice many of those folks, 
who love every single tree, every river stream, Mountains, deserts as they are, the oceans and the rain and the snow flakes in the best way they come and bring the gift of life for us.

As I look across pasture and a sensation goes up my spine probably reminds how beautiful it is yet,
how small part of the world that has remained.

Across the green pasture, I hear,
that tinkling sound,
that I hear coming from far.
With the rhythmic sound, it starts
Buzzing on my mind
a folklore and a beautiful song.

Waking up

I wake up again
from my sleep.
I was almost asleep
But then,
I wake up again
from my sleep, tonight !

I found myself lost
Don't know what was that for,
I begin to collect all of me,
And I found I was looking for, somebody !

In the dark I close my eyes
wandering in more darker place

Where I get myself, 

almost replaced.

There is something dreary. I feel so !

I run away from my fears so far.

Farther than the shining star.
Farther than, you can reach out for.
I am running for the light
Brighter then the sunlight.

There is something mysterious
That is more than subtle
There is something sublime
Which is amazingly beautiful !

I wake up again
from my sleep.
I was almost asleep
But then,
I wake up again
from my sleep, tonight !

So here I go ...

Sauntering around the staggering fields

I keep reminding self,

I must catch the stars

Must dive in sky

Must be alive.......